Scattered, tattered, weathered and worn my limbs reveal the strain
This body has traveled thousands of miles for what seems to be in vain
These eyes have witnessed the rise of humanity and the painful deceit
It slips through my fingers, as it means absolutely nothing to me
 
You are all I foresee in a future full [...]

It makes my heart ache as I back away from you
It makes my eyes water as I close the door to your room
It makes my hands tremble as I drive further and further away
It makes me hate the words I have to say
Goodbye my love, until we see each other again
I miss you the minute [...]

Last night I saw your fragile state and pain overtook me
My heart collapsed in my chest, I felt helpless
I cried out inside but the demons would not listen
They would not release you, eating you up inside
Last night I felt your suffering, like it was part of my soul
The comfort I gave suddenly became useless
I held [...]

Now is the time, to experience it all
All the suffering I’ve held inside
Every word I kept hidden
All the worries I hoped to erase
I can no longer hide from the judgment
I can no longer see past all the pain
The anxiety takes a hold of almost every thought
They are twisted and unclear; no sense can be made [...]

You are my every thought, I’m unable to focus
Reality is blurry, only fantasy remains
I can’t stand to be away from you, but you know this
Everything is intensified, how can I refrain
Refrain from wanting you, every minute of the day
Holding back the things I feel, you may just run from me
I hide behind this painted face, [...]

You were there all the while, it hits me and I remember
You took me by surprise, go on take it I surrender
Take this heart be gentle it’s torn
Forgive the surface, I know its scratched and worn
Give its rhythm time to adjust
Hold it so discreetly I know that you must
Examine its center so perfect unknowing to [...]